The poems in this book were written after the author was diagnosed young-onset Parkinson’s disease at the age of forty-eight. Some of the poems include reflections on and accounts of his experiences of sadness, darkness, and struggle, especially during the first year following his diagnosis. More of the poems capture experiences of deep questioning, discovery, acceptance, joy, and hope. This range of reflections and experiences is what we would expect for one who mourns and learns to live in peace after a life-changing loss.

ADVANCE PRAISE

“This is a beautiful book written by a beautiful person. Cole continues to inspire with his creativity and compassion–and readers are fortunate to be in his care.”

Nathan Carlin
Samuel Karff Chair
McGovern Medical School

“In this beautiful, openhearted, thoughtful book, Allan Hugh Cole looks straight at diagnosis and illness, but also all around, at the strange gifts and contradictions of a changed life. These poems–about love, fear, faith, and art–will comfort anyone living with a new fragility, as well as those who love them.”

Elizabeth McCracken
Author of Bowlaway